1.Pain Pain,Never Again
pain, pain, never again
a never having existed emotion called pain
a home where tranquillity lives and prevails
the bluest of blue skies
and the most angelic of all angels
casablanca type ending all tales
where over the cruel, the kind heart reigns
like a backdrop fitting of a soulful kurt cobain
i'm overcoming the obstacles
of the ubiquitous demon named 'shame'
denise denise,
look at the swan that sails and sails and sails
a triumphant me and you again and again
the end credits naming us
as the majestic escapists of cocaine
pain, pain, never again....
End
2.The World Is Yours
mister mojo's rising
i took a ride
from the L.A. mountains through time
to get you and see you as mine
i dreamt you were mine
since my eyes saw yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
if my lips kissed yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
then the world is yours
mister mojo's dying
rising inside me is shyness
hesitations from youth
eternally hold the hand of me and you
still i dream
you were mine.
since my eyes saw yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
if my lips kissed yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
talks expensive and subtleties ring blind
don't let bad timing be the cost of our love lost
our crippling shyness butchering love all the time
please please god pull the stars to align
lets not leave it to another time
remember in the midst of my dreams
when i dreamt you were mine
through letters of love saying the words
in the right order can be awkward and tough
time is slipping through
to express how i desire you
its something i don't know how to
the fear of losing you is elevating me on through
whilst the undeniable truth is alive and true
you don't need me as much as i need you
you don't need me as much as i need you
the tables have turned to my staggering astound
the wheels in my mind go round and round
and i dreamt you were mine
and i dreamt you were mine
since my eyes saw yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
if my lips kissed yours
if i'm your world
then the world is yours
then the world is yours
then the world is yours
the world is yours
the world is yours
3.You
a door i've yet to open.
a secret i need knowing
a rock i cherish instead of throwing.
my river to this sea still flowing
'you'
my glow in the dark sea horse never not glowing
through my sails this breeze is blowing
my child my flame forever growing
my scars from the past i admit
i'm postponing... for
'you'
a life long debt i dont mind owing
it was to you bowie sang 'he rose in'
never my loneliness can truly be alone
when future visions of true love is everyday showing
'you'
4.Shine Like Stars
i see the black fade to grey
i feel forwards as the only way
yesterday all my happiness seemed so far away
now it looks as though its here to stay...
shine like stars
shine like stars do
cast a wish to the moon afar
spare a thought for the one who matters
if we could only mend the breaks
open up our arms to fate sweet fate.
shine like stars
shine like stars
shine like stars do
i see the black fade to grey
i feel forwards as the only way
hold on tightly and hope it all lasts
celebrate the future
forget the past.
shine like stars
shine like stars do
shine like stars
shine like stars do
5.Whatever Hurts You Through The Night
i see you in the night walking past my house
i wonder if you feel the same as i do
just like me trapped and bruised
and lost and lonely too
you follow the fright of
whatever hurts you through the night.
i saw you tonight walking past my house
i'm sure you feel the same as i do
caged and scared black ＆ blue ＆ black ＆ blue
then comes the fright of
whatever hurts you throught the night
if there was a way
with me, would you runaway？
if there was a way
would you let me take you away？
masterplan our escape route
run and never back we'd look
we could leave behind
your past and mine
the mirrors reflections that shocks in the light
take my hand we could leave tonight
whatever hurts you through the night.
6.Stronger Than Dirt (Homosexuality pt.2)
tougher than tough
toughest when we are together
thoughts of me and you forever...
the rest can go to hell
yeah I'm lost, but so are you
just like little lost lambs us two
they say we're sordid
'cause the way we walk and talk and flirt
they say we're dirty
i'm stronger than dirt
absolutely novice
we're absolutely new to us
no less if we are not his 'n' hers
our love is as valid as their love is
i'm going on... can we stay together？
is it me and you forever？
can the rest all go to hell？
they say we are sordid
'cause the way we walk and talk and flirt
they say we're dirty
i'm stronger than dirt
we're stronger than dirt
love stay with me...
i'll keep you from harms way and hurt
stay with me
love stay with me...
i'll keep you from harms way and hurt
stay with me
they say we are sordid
'cause the way we walk and talk and flirt
they say we're dirty
i'm stronger than dirt
i'm stronger than dirt
we're stronger than dirt
we're stronger than dirt
i'm stronger than dirt
i'm stronger than dirt
7.Dream Dream Dreaming
if i see you
on the same cloud as mine
to say hello, would that be fine？
if i said things
said things that were wrong
words at this point too late to go back on
there will be no holding back
i'll tell you a feeling
tonight when i see you
when i'm dream dream dreaming.
i know you're out there somewhere...
if i left you
left you on your own
James, i to was lost and alone
i miss you nocturnally
i'll love you eternally
i've cried you an ocean
in my own little way
there will be no holding back
i'll tell you a feeling
tonight when i see you
when i'm dream dream dreaming.
i know you're out there somewhere...
i miss you nocturnally
i'll love you eternally
i've cried you an ocean
in my own little way
i know you're out there somewhere...
there will be no holding back
i'll tell you a feeling
tonight when i see you
when i'm dream dream dreaming.
there will be no holding back
i'll tell you a feeling
tonight when i see you
when i'm dream dream dreaming.
there will be no holding back
i'll tell you a feeling
tonight when i see you
when i'm dream dream dreaming.
8.I Feel Wrong (Homosexuality pt.1)
confused desires since my teenage years
i'm the same homo my family fears
for my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing
my behind closed doors fantasies going on
and i feel wrong
forgive me father for i have sinned
i must confess it's brothers with my eyes that i undress
once a day i think about killing myself
i can't carry on i must be strong
even though it hurts as i sing this song
and i feel wrong
and i feel wrong
god it's only love
god for how long will I feel wrong？
and i feel wrong
and i feel wrong
9.Euphoria,Take My Hand
heartbreak, i'm not holding your hand anymore
why can't you understand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria
your ways - my ways
never - always
the future - the past
the first - the last
heartbreak, i'm not holding your hand anymore
why can't you understand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria
right time - wrong line
myself - i'm alien
I swear to god - lies and bad thoughts
1, 2, 3, 4 - let go
heartbreak, i'm not holding your hand anymore
why can't you understand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria
a wish upon a falling star - a fear never far
a hit - you hit me
sunshine - moonlight
kind heart - evil leave me
heartbreak, i'm not holding your hand anymore
heartbreak, i'm not holding your hand let me go
why can't you understand
why can't you understand
why can't you understand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria
euphoria, take my hand
euphoria, take my hand
10.Lots Sometimes
i still think about you lots sometimes
it makes me sad when I think about you lots sometimes
it makes me laugh out loud
when I think of you lots sometimes
a flame burns bright inside of me for you lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
something hurts inside when i think of you lots sometimes
i see a distance when i think about you lots sometimes
the birds sing for me and you
in the morning light lots sometimes
i feel lost when i think about you lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
i'm out of control when i think of you lots sometimes
i tell myself i don't need you anymore lots sometimes
i wonder if you ever loved me at all lots sometimes
i don't want to live without you anymore lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
i dot to dot with the stars
to spell your name at night lots sometimes
the flowers in my garden
still await your return lots sometimes
the evening breeze whispers your name
in my ear lots sometimes
i picture me and you
when i lie awake at night lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
it makes me mad when i think about you lots sometimes
i feel lower than the pavement
when i think of you lots sometimes
i wish you here with me nocturnally lots sometimes
i hope your happy wherever you are lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
i pray to god i haven't lost you for good lots sometimes
i hold on to hope
i'm somewhere in your heart lots sometimes
i can't help it when i think about you lots sometimes
i miss you like i've never missed anything lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
i find it hard to let go and move on lots sometimes
i really thought
we could have made it to the end lots sometimes
i guess i never stopped loving you at all lots sometimes
i still think about you lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
lots sometimes
11.Change
mama, i feel so scared
for three years
liberty and walking free
was every night my fantasies
mama, i feel so afraid
swallow me up the open gates
the unknown awaits me
cause i don't think could ever ever change
i will change if i could
i will change for you
listen son, don't be scared. don't be afraid.
so let's earn each others love
and never until its something unconditional
so com'on son, bring back that smile again,
and be led not into temptation
and dare to resist reoffending again
cuz son, truly, it's never too late to change
a change is something good
before you change for me...
change for you.
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